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kawinnn kawinnn kawinn i dont know i just like to talk about marriage these days. if you really think about it, are there any downside to marriage? apart from your spouse being a total bitch and the marriage ends in a wreck. kalau salah pilih pasangan tu lain cite lah. i mean kalau dgn the one. a lot of ppl ckp "nnt xde freedom la" or "always kene bebel" or "kalau ade awek lagi cun dtg after camne?" or "sebenarnye aku xde point sme relates to freedom je".

i got this one friend, who said the same thing when i asked him last year i think. he said he doesnt want to get married cus nak enjoy. to me, nak enjoy to mcm reasoning yg tak bole blah. i mean come on most of us have been spending our whole life having fun jeeee. not just on fridays. on any day that ends with the letter 'y'. mcm saye skrg da nk masuk 23 right, i dont know sampai bile la hidup sihat lagi kan tapi kite amek cam tibai2 sampai 50 je betul2 healthy before tulang start rapuh ape sme. da nk half of my life i spent enjoy ni wei. anyway, this friend of mine is getting married on this december and i will be his pengapit haha. alhamdulillah

im not gonna go into details ckp psl tanggungjawab husband ke wtv sebab even if i membebel bout that, i only know in theory je. marriage sme org kene experience hands-on kot. bace la 70 buku how-to's pn takkan pro confirm.

soooo im gonna talk about parents and in-laws instead. im not trying to brag about my dad or anything but i wish and i pray more in-laws are like him. okay not saying he's perfect everyone pn ade tak betul. but when someone punye pegangan agama tu so kuat, dier tak tgk ( sangat ) duniawi stuffs ni. ive heard mase my dad nk kawin dulu, ade this one guy perli him and said 'dier ni boleh ke nak bagi anak2 makan nasik nnt?'. hey my dad like most people, he started small. look at him now. so he had his share of hardships mase nak kawen. if we ( ever xD ) start to u know get serious with a relationship and start talking to him about it, his one major concern is "does she/he solat 5 times a day"? one of my ipars told me the story of dia first time datang jumpe my dad bincang pasal kawin and he was like supperrrrr-shocked at how this guy in his kain pelekat layan dia.

sure we need money, everybody knows that. once i asked my dad about money when it comes to raising a family and he told me ( not in his exact words ) "niat kita kene betul. kita betul2 nk build a family, atas ajaran Islam. we work for it. and we pray to Allah. inshaAllah, Allah will provide". you can say "orang hidup senang bole la ckp" but like i said, he went through tough times mase awal2 dulu. he even said the same thing pasal nak ade anak and family planning semua. all im saying is parents should seek menantu standards like my dad rather than kesah sgt dier ni fa ke mi ke dm ke fyp hensem tak, gaji 80k tak, rumah da ade ke blm etc etc.

all in all, dad, you're awesome. marriage is awesome. Prophet Muhamamad said that "marriage is half of your religion" so basically when you get married, you're already halfway to heaven i guess >.< no what it really means is it completes your religion... i think haha and not to mention when youre married, all your amalan will be multiplied by idk how much but im sure in cases like this, numbers are just estimation. The Messenger reminded a fellow sahaba' when that guy asked him how can he get married when he didnt have money to provide his wife. Muhamamad (pbuh) said "get married get married get married" ( sorry cant seem to find the hadith at the moment )

so what are we waiting for? 2012 ah? lolz

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this guy awesome giler kan?





hop was okay. nini enjoyed it a lot. she was laughing like crazy while kept twirling her hair non-stop as always. saje je spam byk2 mcm konon2 rajin blog. 2 or 3 days mesti jadi malas blk. confirm

when you're through thinking, say yes

oh i was trying a new app the other day, drawing Hayley but then the poll results came out. I decided to not finish her and not draw a nose so that she cant breathhhhee and dieeeee hayleyyyy dieeeeeee

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its friday and why cant my life be as FUN FUN FUN FUN as Rebecca Black's? :(

this year is an awesomee yearrr so far and its just gonna get awesome-errrr will all theseee album releases. seriously. go radio's new one best. yellowcard's best ( so nostalgia when denga yc ), good charlotte punyer mcm meh... and yes i only know the word best when it comes to good stuffs my vocab is limited like that. stfu

on new records that are coming out, immm psyched forr simple plan ( tihihi guilty pleasure tihih zz ), taking back sunday!, panic :), ffaf! ( their last 3 records wasnt all that but im still looking forward to their upcoming release ) and rja rja rjaaaa! and no i dont listen to 'cool' bands like the strokes, or get up kids or death cab or foo fighters or sum 41 or blink 182 or lonely island or incubus and it goes on and on and on I throw my hands up in the air sometimes saying AYO! Gotta let go! that song is catchy as in the words of shamin gaga's little monster, mak aih.

how the hell did Linkin Park lost to Paramore? >;( i mean come on i listen to paramore i like paramore. but in terms of... well everything, Linkin Park just rapes Paramore. LP new piece talks about the end of the world ( i think ). Hahn's videos are just awesome. they arent just bands going crazy with super slo-mo effects ( Burning in the Skies ), they have a deeper story to tell ( i think lolz ). while Paramore is just, Paramore. i know my argument is so weak but meh wtv. Paramore is currently up against Tokio Hotel and im with Paramore in this one. i. dont. like. ToHo. hoho.

cuti kerja kerja mengecat dinding fyp lalalala mari mari mengecat ramai2. this is just too comel. must share.

lucky street

tadi mase nk pegi class Muslim Modern kene gangbang ngan group of foreigners jual icecream. diorang jual icecream da mcm nk mug orang kerumun sorang2 pakse beli -__- da la kene tipu i asked if it was orange dier ckp yea yea orange orange padahal jagunggg kot tak sedap i het you all!

da la coloring dier melampau i havent even bukak the plastic baru struggle gigit2 top dier tangan da habis kuning so homer simpson. dulu time skola beli icecream ni 2 posen je. now seringgit. i blame Steve Jobs! sme pn nak mahal.

i need anyone to help me with my fyp. simply do this one question survey here. and if you guys are moreeee free, free-ier, record an audio of yourself expressing what you feel about Malaysia. u like it here or you hate it. you love it cus here got siti nurhaliza, got faiz yunus. then go around sk everywhere pn got smell durian zzzz bile ayah nk beli durian ni rindu. or if you hate it, say why. then send them to me. will be sangat sangaaat appreciated. i need like a dozen thousands of em. pictures, audio, anything.

lastly, my lecturer my Ky tgh berhadapan dgn masalah sikit. you see, anak 2nd dier i think lahir prematurely. i know he's an atheist and all but that doesnt change anything. lets all pray to Allah for his family well-being

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