Monday, May 18, 2009

main dota. and prosper

pew peww pewwww thrusters on full warp speed 4 beam me set phasers to stun DJU@#*)(@*()#@

best weh Star Trek. skarang x byk cite best kat cinema so mcm jakun sket
daus ammar eien adib anu koranggg smeee babiiii
diorang sme keco bole wat tgn vulcan bangang tu freak retard hahahaha
siap amek gamba ramai2 wat tangan tu korang igt korang alien ke sohai malay
idk whats wrong wit my hands but dr kecik mmg fail buat bende tu

fail

so maddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd

and i did a "How well do u know me?" quiz on facebook. so far no one got 100% yet lol.
i was trying to not be so typical with questions like "whatsmyfullname" or "mybdaywhengivepresentpls"
final quiz includes deep and personal soalans :)
orang yg x lpk ngan i slalu pn dpt markah tinggi dr org lpk everyday hahah
tapi paling tinggi jenggg jenggg jenggg
Careyneeeeeeeeee~
u so sweet so gay xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

lame tak lepak ngan kau oh nini

ni gamba alien wannabe sme

Sunday, May 17, 2009

passing one year and waving good bye

fick u so tahi u ajak tgk muvi then u go missing zzzz
at least bg la aku copy dulu Push aaaaa
Yana kau pn tahi sbb da pegi tgk dulu
no family bonding la you. no XOXOXOXOXO
aku nk ikot diorang g good janda tapi apa kan daya mpm ade lagi xkn aku nk tgglkn carousel aku da slalu tgglkn carousel
pastu final exam lagi uuuu aaaa best
aku xnk tgk angels and demons mesti boring giler nnt sepanjang cite dier bebel jeee
if i wanna kene lecture to sleep i'd get a gf instead kekekekeke
dsn mari mari star trek peww peww pewpewcat
and dy champion idle siaal. lol

ape yang penting? family teamwork

Saturday, May 16, 2009

everything must go


its time i throw away all your letters
its time i forget you altogether

Friday, May 15, 2009

it's all mine

mak da cakap. jgn layan. semua da tertulis. kita wat cool je. act natural bak kate budak2 FA.
mak was right. i must say both of us are now in a place that casts smiles upon faces.
brings happiness more than we could ever imagined.
it was the right call to stopped being arrogant and move on. alhamdulillah

i know it would never be enough just to say im sorry.
know that im happy for you. im happy for both of us.

minggu2 baru2 ni x paya ckp sme budak fcm pn tau. hectic giler babi.
terime kaseh kepade rakan2 hensem carousel dan tingkat 8 dan semua la senang cite.
fingers crossed for the mmu promo being terpilih. but then again, kita kesah ke?

landslide menghalang destinasi dsn. ape nk wat ni daus? oh btw, DAUS DA ADE FESBUKKK SIAAALLLL aku nk gamba mpm aritu zzzz

stars dont lie, an angel lives among us

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

note to self

funny thing happened the other day. i was doing my flash assignment and at the same time, chatting ngan daus. daus rajin sket amek port pasal hal2 politik ni, dunia dan hal ehwal semase, which i obviously sgt tak kesah lgsg. so we were chatting and daus gave me this link, to an article entitled "something something live without money". i thought i already save the link but i guess i didnt. anyway i opened the link, scroll all the way down to the end of the wall of text. and i said to daus "weh aku tengah bz wat keje. later la aku bace".

its been 2 days and i still havent bace the article.

my response to daus got me thinking, is this the life im gonna live 10 years from now? am i gonna be busy doing designs, scripts and stuffs all the time till i dont have time for friends or maybe even loved ones? will my child come to me one day with a drawing of our family in his hands just to hear me say "cant you see daddy's busy?" with a stupid im-always-right-and-more-important-than-you look on my face and push him away just like that. clearly im exaggerating by a huge extend and clearly, im being childish, but i just want to remind myself. maybe when ive finished my studies and started working, when im overshadowed by wealth and the need to shine in the eyes of my superior officers, ill open this blog and try to understand how i feel today. reminiscing, seek the me i used to be.

i dont ever wanna live that life.
there is more to life than just getting by.
i dont ever wanna live that life.