its a proven fact that you get uglier as you grow older

dulu my panda hensem mcm ni

skarang dier da besar dier jadi hodoh mcm ni

XNK MAIN DA~! SUPERPET BODO!

update : saye happy sbb panda bongok saye dah ade teman x hensem juge. ahahaha

life itu ape

my classmates (bdak2 DM) might remember mase my presentation i said "wow kills lives". well, today i rephrase those words. "wow and dota destroy lives". take note.
these past couple of days, i basically didnt have a life! seriously.

so the story sambung from the part lepas tgk P.S - I Love You and battery habes. we went home. smpi2 umah je bdak2 studio were like "eh sape ni? eh kau sape? camne kau masok?" babi. they perli me cus its pretty hard to see me at home(studio) these days. so ive decided. im gonna stay kat studio for the coming days! no mmu no kuar2 nononononoo. and this marked the moment where my life menghilang~

we just got our internet (finally!) so ktorang cube2 dengan main Dota berjemaah. i called it Dota Bootcamp cus konon naik main cam marathon giler la kan but then saye yg blk umah lmbt and join lmbt haha. mule2 main satu game je. then ktorang g sahur. bahaye tu x nmpk la kan. then after sahur smbg lagi 2 game. time ni kat kepale aku da kuar da tulisan "FREAK", tp baru huruf 'F'. pastu bdak2 ni da penat so ktorang pn tdo zzzzZZZZ smbg bootcamp esok.

kok kok kok kok! (bunyik ayam) haaa biase la bgn2 pagi ni. udare segar, burung2 berkicauan, langit ce....wtfff??!! asal langet gelap? yaa itu kerane sekarang da pukol 7 la hensem. yerp. i woke up at 7pm! zohor da burn burn. dengan tenang, saye solat sme, smpt main tenet jap pastu g beli buke. time aku beli air tu da dgr org azan da so aku suro dier ikat tepi je la. smpi2 umah lan kate "haa nampak sgt x puase. air da siap ikat tepi" =_=''

ni la part plg x bole blah. pas da kenyang2 ktorang main Dota, and i continued main smpi kol 12. but no, dont get me wrong. bukan 12 tgh mlm. 12 tgh hari!!! yerr smpi 12 tgh hari esoknyer. giler xde life! bukan kat kepale je, satu badan da ade noob loser freak nerd sme laaa. there was this point where i said to Dotz ( we played a few games together ) "omg, we dont have a life!". he replied "no, we dont. lol" and the only reason i benti pn was because careynee perli2 me ( she was actually giving advices and helping me out...so i thank you ) and dier bukak cite best!! so i tot "this is going a LILBIT too far. i should stop". so i apologize to Mat saying i shud go cus muke saye da ntah mcm ape ntah main game je dr smlm. make saye pon smbg chat2 ngan nini, ade rupe life sket la time ni.

then nini had to go wat keje dier. saye kebuntuan xtau nk watpe lantas saye main guitar blaja lagu Check Yes Juliet and Kelsey. and yay! i can play both now :) hee in power chords of course. so dlm 2 hari ni, the only good thing yg saye dpt is dpt main lagu baru. oh and pastu saye tetdo dlm studio and my housemates x perasan! cus studio ngan bilik like seperate. diorang x perasan aku tdo dlm studio so diorang biarkan je la kan and diorang nak g Singapore! like we were supposed to jam tonite! i even x pegi bebuke ngan SSB sebab nk jamming T_T sedey giler ok... sedey nk mampos...nanges guling2 sket...

now saye sedang plan langkah saye seterusnyaa...oh life~

" sep " - Mat, Aku dan Helmi

if you're happy and u know it 'ciliok sket'!

kenape la dlm dunie ni ramai penipu? stim sgt ke menipu? aku geram betol la ngan kaki2 penipu lagi2 mereke yg menipu dalam perniagaan kewangan. kan laptop aku rosak kan. smlm x jd g bawak jmpe kawan abg aku sbb kawan abg aku tu bz. so my dad decided biar dier anta kat kedai yg dier knal ape ntah sbb aku kan 'kene' pegi class ( yang last2 aku x pegi sbb secare megik dan tipu bole stuck dlm jam kat SHAH ALAM smpi sejam lebey! first time ok ). tp jam tu alasan je, sbb aku mmg da plan xnk g and sketches haram blm buat. nyway, my mom texted me bout my laptop tu and org kedai tu ckp "anak u pakai laptop lame sgt. sebab tu rosak". then dier nk format sme plak? wtf cam xde kene mengene kot kalau hardware rosak kene format harddisk. pastu aku x kasi la suro dier format C je sbb xnk la ilang gamba2 aku yg hensem kan, mcm hilang satu lumrah alam la wei. pastu it worked and org kedai yg 'genius' nak mampos tu kate "haa sbb virus ni". fuck youuu td kate aku pakai lame pastu virus plak. penipu mcm haram. aku anta kat kau sbb xnk format la kalau stakat format tu aku pn bole wat zzZZZZ grrrRRR~~! so my dad kene byr. kesian dier. org kedai tu babi. period.

sososososososososos tuka topic. td buke giler stimmmm. roti john sahajaa! ( mcm Amer Sahaja kat mespes tu ) haa sbb aku hensem aku g bantai tdo ( kan ponteng class so tdo la ). bgn2 da kol 6 lebey. kelam kabut kalut la solat sme. tak sempat nk menghensemkan diri tp xpe la kan da mmg hensem biar je la kan. main2 je jgn layan. so aku pn drive dgn laju smbl goyang2 kepale dan badan kepade CIWWAF. smpi smpiiii je kat HB4 i was like "PERGGGHHH!!! Nini kee tuuuu?" haha she was wearing like a baju-ape-ntah-saye-xtau-mcmmane-nk-describe-sbb-saye-noob. she looked sgt comel dan sweet okehhh. so anyway, ktorang g minimart jap beli air sat sbb cam da x smpt nk beli kat bazaar. awek kat minimart tu mcm biase la. menyakat ktorang x abes2. tau la aku hensem dan nini comel kan nini. ciliokkk skettt!

ktorang pn rush sepantas mungkin ke P2 ntuk g bazaar tu. giler hebat ktorang xde sesat this time sbb P2 ade la kat signboard x mcm Alamanda bongok nak mampos. pastu smpi2 nini beli roti john ntah dier craving bende tu apesal ntah. pastu after dier beli tu tgk sme org kedai da makan mmg stim la kan. kedai sme da ttp. yay! saye beli air tembikai susu je smpt. diorang sme saje je dengki nk kasi aku lapa grrr~ nsb baik nini pro da beli roti john. so nini bagi la idea makan kat food court alamanda. otw tu ktorang makan la roti john. stim la jugak. kat alamanda da smpi food court tgh pilih2 nk order ape ntah camne datang seru gedik ktorang due due xnk makan. bengong kan? pastu aku da mls nk cite part alamanda so aku skip je la.

kat mmu part plg best :D nini aja aku Poco Poco! aku igt rupe dier comel mcm Pocoyo tp hampe. nini kate aku joget keras nak mampos. mcm Mawi la plak kan. yer la saye ni bukan Shakira ok Nini. nnt free2 saye practice la smpi super imba siap kejam mate pn bole wat no hal punyerr. after that after that after that saye sgt terujeee dan terharuuu! suare kamu sgt sedapppp nyam nyam kalau bole mkn suare u i dpt mkn da ngap3. saye sungguh suke dan happy :D pastu pastu ktorang melalak lalak bersame2. yer suare saye merosakkan segale2nyer tp mampos ah. pelis be prepared for the next song pelis haha ninipais at our best!

boring la post ni xde gamba tp mmg xde amek gamba so aku letak la gamba ni nak kasi nini lagi craving dan drool for J.Co dier. ngahahaha nnt bile2 kite beli la ok busuk

sorry saye tgglkan kamu kelaparan :(

"makin kurus kamu" - awek yg jeles

shaant the pro

fuck he's singing drunk. damn pro


i adore you and i envy you
shaant, i wanna sing like you
i wanna write words like you

"She thought that she could buy happness by the bottle" - Shaant

love is something that you learn and you just can't get taught

26th August 08 was her 21st bday. didnt get her anything cus didnt think it wouldve been a good idea. plus, im really broke skarng hehe. did wish her tho. and she replied nicely :D i remember the first gift i ever gave her on her first bday back when we were together. it was this really CORNY (yes it was REALLY corny) 'love-lamp'. basically, it's a lamp that has this...like...spinning thing in the middle where it would form light in the shape of hearts. something like that. and i wrote like our names and our 'manje' (ahem) names on the hearts. sadly, didnt work cus it wasnt pekat enough and x nampak :( it was a really last minute thing cus ktorang baru kapel and all time tu. still, she tot it was sweet and i was really happy when i was at home and found out (accidently) that she still keeps the box that came along with the present wrapped up nicely :)

yea sometimes i do think of her. well maybe most of the time...and i have to say, i find myself missing her... i really hope she didnt really throw away everything i gave her when she said she had to cus it hurts everytime she looks at 'em.

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daus told me how good P.S I Love You was so im gonna borrow the DVD from Ammar today. mmm still tgh pk nk tgk alone or dgn org lain cus kalau tgk sorang2 bole nanges puas2. hahaha
and i d/led My Sassy Girl off Cybertracker the other day. tot it was the one i loved. rupe2nyer the americans did a movie based off the Korean muvi. havent watch it cus my laptop rosak secare tibe2. gonna go jmpe kawan my brother and see if he can fix it. but in any case, kalau same ngan My Sassy Girl, confirm best :)

" jamming xde mggu ni " - Billy T_T