where are youuuuu

next sem im gonna have to take multimedia authoring 2. where we learn Flash.
was thinking shud i practice Flash b4 sem starts since it'll make my job easier.
so i browse the web for some good and inspirational Flash vids.
have to say Happy Tree Friends has the best animation and effects. every episode is very well done.
so after watching the whole HTF playlist on youtube, i decided "dota is more fun". so i canceled my plan to learn Flash, played Dota against one of w4s| player and kene rape horribly.
still, today i learned that even little things can make me happy. like this one :)

so comel rite? especially part dier gelak tu. giler adorable

why mase aku kecik ade Barney yg hodoh nak mampos tu bukan Pocoyo T_T

this one, on the other hand, aint so cute. but still, fun and enjoyable :)

life was all a dream while akhirat is the real thing

putting my 'problems' aside, we got bigger issues on our hands.
im not one who watch the news so idk much. but i do know gaza is really messed up and there's a whole lot of muslim suffering right now.
i dont get how ppl can kill so many, not feeling guilty at all and get away with it that easily.
its not like in videogames u know. its fun killing ppl in games watching they suffer but obviously it aint in actuality.
im not one to say actually since i buy those brands them supports israel in lots of way. i try not to but honestly, i cant stop things like watching movies, using nokia and buying things from carrefour. as little as it may sound, one candy i bought from carrefour might contribute to a number of death in gaza. i know that for a fact.

there was this one khutbah a few weeks ago. it was about malaysia, muslim and of course the war. the khatib at this one masjid never failed to get my attention and make me terase in a way. it was new year and he brought up the fact that in malaysia ppl are having fun while ppl in palestine are having a hard time. his main point i think was about concerts. bende tu may seem remeh but when you think about it, he's got a point. concerts do cost a lot of money and make most of us lalai. lets say macam concert sunburst. besa giler babi rite concert tu? and we call acts from luar ( walaopon bkan sme ) so im sure mesti kene kuar duit kaw2 punyer. maybe pastu income cover blk pastu bole donate2 support tu aku tatau la. or maybe im wrong cus wat concert2 besar camtu ade organiser yg cam xde kene mengene ngan kerajaan so kerajaan cam x kuar duit lgsg ntuk bende camtu bla bla bla. but still duit tu bole pakai ntuk support org kat sane kot.

tatau la. u may say aku ni hipokrit. ckp je lebey. aku tau. aku bukan buat ape pn. aku pn tau nk seronok je kan men dota tgk wyg lpk2. and aku sedar all this is happening and aku x buat pape so maybe aku ni lagi terok dr individu2 yang terlibat. sme tu kat tangan Allah. aku harap in some way bende aku ckp ni bole buat some ppl sedar walaopon sorang ke. aku doakan warge2 palestine dan aku doa untuk diri sendiri supaya xde la lalai giler dgn bende2 duniawi sme ni dan harap diampunkan.

Here's a link to one Boycott Israel Brands campaign

you got those 'hensem' moves and you're so sure

some ppl got it wrong. i dont sing to look cool in front of everybody.
in fact, im sure a lot of ppl who've seen me sing in front of them knows how much i suck.
hell i sing off key and out of tune all the time and i dont even care.
i sing cus i have fun going crazy and being passionate doing it. also, it makes me happy :) ( awww excuse so lame haha )
so go ahead you, take your guitar or drums or bass or mic or whatever, play it loud and show the whole world how 'cool' you are looking all macho and control hensem all the time gogogo woot woot
show the world how you can sing like Freddie Mercury or rock the guitar like Synyster Gates.
i dedicate So In Love by Before Their Eyes to all of you cool people out there. cheers!

shit i got offended. oh well

with that said, i finally got some ideas for lyrics but unfortunately, they just dont go with qays' song. more CoCo for me i guess.

Happy New Year

its been 10 days since new year. not so much changes. BUUUUTTTT there is one HUGE-GROUNDBREAKING-WORLDCHANGING difference. and that is, i just shaved wakakaka xD so yeah. i finally shaved after getting so many comment from ppl saying i look like shit, old and stuffs :( i tot it looked good...well sometimes. with the new me ( yea rite ), im wishing you all a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!


hensem ape ade misai. macam bapok pn ade kekeke
now now, yesterday DSN had a match with CE. i couldnt play since mom keep texting me to come back home ( thats why i love cuti so much, u know? ). but DSN played well. they lost the first game but basically stomped ( i know none of the CE members will read this thats why selamber lanci xD ) in the later match. ahhh im so proud of SSB..eh i mean DSN. theyve grown so much *sob sob* good thing i didnt play cus if i did, i would probably cost both games since i suck hard at Dota. whats Dota anyways?

my telinge is all better now! yayyy! all thanks to Nini for taking care of me when i was being so gedik in pain, mom&dad and a special thanks to Lan for the cottonbuds. would have gone crazy without em. must satisfy my korek-ing hunger. must korek2 haha

happy holidays to budak2 mmu. lets hope kite bole isi our 3 weeks cuti dengan perkare2 yang berfaedah ok? im gonna be at home, most of time ( mom&dad, u know ). when i got home yesterday mom already pesan me that im gonna have to anta budak2 pegi skola during weekdays. aint so bad i guess. its not like im gonna miss out on anything. i would probably just waste time during the whole cuti. tho i have some plans like improving myself in certain things ( including education...a lil ) , im not sure if im gonna buat ke x.

ok da panjang sgt so im just gonna potong2. paramontel probably tuka name ( i dont like paradoll so much lah guys xD ) gonna have to write the vocal part for qays' song. ermm i tink i did pretty well this sem. hope next sem lagi GG. i dreamt about a classmate in highschool. it was weird. really weird. ouh ouh Syira da balek weiiii! BAPOK SUDAH PULANGGG!!!

a friend of mine claimed that i 'OWE' her lots of songs ( without any munasabah reason ), even tho i told her i do not ( with lots of munasabah reason ), here's the song she asked me to do. im well aware i sucked...hard. but its just for fun and its for a friend, so go easy on me :)

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

...

"do you feel like a man when you push her around.. "
"lagu sape ni?"
"redjumpsuit apparatus...? you x pnah denga?"
"tak...baru ke?"
"da lame jugak kuar radio. lagu face down ni"
"ouh"

...been loving RJA since. thank you